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Marlowe writes that any place that is not Heaven must be Hell. Hell is, essentially, a mode of existence. It’s all very personal. 

She assessed Lieutenant Trotta. He looks old for his age, she thought, he’s experienced sad things, but he hasn’t grown any wiser. He does not love passionately, but perhaps not casually either. He is already so unhappy that all you can really do is make him happy.
The Radetzky March by Joseph Roth ←

Chronic feelings of emptiness and abandonment.

I am sad all the time. Nothing ever ends.

I am covered in skin, no one gets to come in.


Living is really painful.

I was six when I first thought about killing myself. 

sneaking thoughts.